Monday, January 20, 2014

Life As We Know It...

I'm entering week 39 of my pregnancy with Noah and as anxious as I am to meet my precious son, I have to remind myself that life as we know it is about to drastically change.  These are the last few days that we will be a family of four.  Our lives won't revolve around just two precious little girls, but a little boy as well.  Annabella will no longer be "the baby" and Madelynn will assume the role of big sister to two little ones.  My attention will be split between three children who need my all and we'll have to reprogram how we live, being a new family of FIVE.  Nothing will ever be the same again. And while that's okay and I'm so excited to embrace our new lives, I'm finding myself soaking up every single second of what I have now.  What I've known for the last two years.  These two precious faces that are growing up faster than I can stand.



I remember how scared I was when Annabella was born.  I was induced the day after Easter and I cried almost all day long on Easter because that was Madelynn's last day as the only child.  She was too young to understand what was going on and I was so afraid she was going to feel sad and left out.  Of course she adjusted better than I ever expected and she became a fantastic big sister.  This time I'm not quite as worried about how they're going to adjust because they're such sweet and loving little girls.  Noah is going to think he has three mommies with as much love as they're going to give him. What's better than a real life baby doll?!  

So I head into this new journey with no idea what life will be like with three children, but so absolutely excited and thrilled to see what God has in store for us.  In the mean time I'm going to spoil, hug, love, and cuddle with my little girls.  





Thursday, January 16, 2014

Noah's Nursery Reveal

We are anxiously awaiting the arrival of baby Noah.  His official due date is January 28 which is only 12 short days away.  With the exception of a few tiny details, his nursery is complete and I am so excited to share it!  I had an extremely small budget to work with now that we are a soon-to-be family of five on one income, so I had to be extra creative with the details of this room. Our goal was a tranquil nursery with an underlying dinosaur theme.  The colors on the wall are colors that he can grow into and his crib will convert to a full size bed, so he's set for the next few years.  I'll also do a budget breakdown as I go.  




This is the view from his door.  We kept the existing light fixture from when this was first used as Madelynn's nursery.  The wall color is a gray Behr oops color from Home Depot ($8) and the accent wall is a pretty jewel tone blue ($12/quart).  His crib is a second hand crib that I found online and we only paid $60.  Like I said before, it will convert all the way to a full sized bed and it was in great condition. All I needed to do was slightly sand and restain some spots that had been chewed on from the previous occupier and then I gave it a good cleaning. There were a few scuff marks on the wood, so I used a magic eraser to go over those marks and it looks good as new.  The stain was around $8 and we have a TON left for other projects around the house. 

We purchased the chair for Madelynn's nursery and this is the third nursery that we've used it in.  It's from Ikea and is so comfortable for late night feedings and rocking.  The quilt rack in the corner is the drop side off of Madelynn and Annabella's old crib.  I was clicking through Pinterest when I came across the pin and thought it would be such a sweet way to keep a piece of furniture that was so important to me, but now useless.  I was also able to display a quilt that my great grandmother hand made, while adding a trendy chevron receiving blanket to keep it looking modern.  I painted it with the paint that we used for the dresser that you'll see on the other side of the room.  The mobile is tissue paper poofs that were from Annabella's first birthday and the letters are from Joann's ($6).  I painted them with paint I already had and a $0.50 jar of oops sample paint from Home Depot.  I received the rug as a baby shower gift.  Don't be afraid to add decorative nursery items on your registry!


I have never been a fan of changing tables.  They're so temporary and rarely stylish with no storage, so this time I decided to use a dresser.  That way we have extra hidden storage and it's a piece of furniture that he can continue to use as he gets bigger and out of diapers.  Plus, it gave me the opportunity to make it a one of a kind piece for him with a bright, fun paint color.  I still have to repaint and install the hardware on the drawers, so ignore that it has no pulls.  The dresser was a second hand piece that we found online for $50 and repainted.  The paint cost $12.  The entire piece is in excellent condition and didn't even need to be sanded before I painted it.  The changing pad, changing pad cover, and bouncer were Madelynn and Annabella's as well.  





The dinosaur bank and lamp came from Target. We used gift cards that we received as baby gifts to buy those.  The basket is one I already had and I filled it with soft toys and teething rings that the girls had when they were little.  


As for the art work, I free handed the dinosaurs right onto the wall.  I already had the three unpainted wooden frames that didn't have any glass or a backer, so I painted them and hot glued ribbon on the backs to hang them, just like the letters over his bed.  


The drapes are a light khaki color and came from Ikea ($10/pair).  We already had the curtain rod.  The black frame on the wall above the chair was a mirror from Ikea that had broken.  Art work can get expensive, so during my search in the house for something to fill that space, I came across it and got creative.  I popped the glass out and I hot glued yarn across the front of it in two places.  Then I painted clothes pins red to hang pictures and artwork from.  For now, his ultrasound pictures are hanging, but we can add more clothes pins so we can hang pictures of him and artwork for him by the girls.  


Here is a closer shot of my homemade art.


I already had the green bin that's sitting on the floor next to the chair and it's holding more blankets, extra sheets, and a snuggly teddy bear.  


This is the inside of the crib.  The sheet, mesh crib bumper, and big dinosaur pillow were baby shower gifts.  The Boppy is the original one we got for Madelynn and the smaller dinosaur is a puppet we bought from Ikea ($8).  You can also see how great of shape the crib is in from this angle. If we bought this brand new, it would have been $200, so I'm pretty proud of this find.  In case you're wondering, we didn't get the used mattress that was being sold with the bed, we used the mattress we already had.  I don't recommend buying used mattresses.  

  
Just so you get the full view of the room, this is the view from the chair in the corner.  The star hanger to the right of the closet doors is from Madelynn's nursery.  I painted it from pink to red and hung his robe on it.  That's his packed diaper bag hanging on the door knob, ready to go to the hospital when he decides to make his arrival.  

I still want to make some more art to hang on the walls, hang another star hanger near the dresser to hang his outfits from, and finish the pulls for the dresser.  All in all, we spent a total of $174.50 of our money in this room.  (That's not including the little bit of money we used in gift cards.)  By buying second hand, using items we already had, utilizing Ikea, baby shower gifts, and putting a lot of creative effort into it, we have a beautiful nursery that's ready to welcome our precious little boy.  The best part to me is that it has so many sentimental pieces from when the girls were babies and the quilt from my great grandmother.  I can not wait for this little boy to hurry up and get here already!!

Tuesday, December 31, 2013

So Long, 2013

Jonathan and I both agree that 2013 has been one of the most difficult years we've experienced as a couple.  We had so many unexpected circumstances, one right after the other.  The biggest surprise of all was finding out we were pregnant with sweet baby Noah.  I have never been so shocked in my entire life than I was when that pregnancy test showed "positive".  

We faced termites, having our car totaled (while the babies were with us), multiple trips to the ER (busted eye brows, the flu, etc.), a surprise baby, waiting on pins and needles for weeks to make sure the baby would be healthy, and a few other startling, stressful, and financially challenging events. In the end I can happily say that our faith in God is stronger than ever. When things were really bad and we didn't have any idea what on earth we were going to do, God always answered our prayers and eventually helped us out of the rut we were in.  We realized we were stronger than we ever gave ourselves credit for and I thank God for showing us just what we're capable of.  

Madelynn and Annabella have grown and learned so much this year and I have loved every moment of watching them.  Their relationship is getting stronger and stronger, and even though they fight, they can't stand to be away from each other.  They are such sweet girls and are going to be the best big sisters to Noah.  That little boy will be loved and protected every single day of his life as long as those two are around.  And probably in dresses with make up and nail polish if I don't keep a close enough eye...

Jonathan's patience and prayers paid off this year big time when he graduated college AND got an amazing new job.  He's home every single night before 6:30 and has every weekend off.  Watching the girls greet their daddy each week night and sitting down to a family meal in the dining room is the highlight of my day.  There is no doubt in my mind that God was making Jonathan hold out for this particular job for so many reasons.  Mostly, he's home with us SO much more and there is so much growth potential for him.  It challenges him and keeps him happy.  When daddy's happy at work, he's even happier at home.  

When I look back at 2013, I refuse to focus on the trials that we went through.  I think it's important to remember them because you can see where you struggled, survived, and where God answered our prayers.  But I refuse to focus on them.  There is so, so, so much to be thankful for.  We go into 2014 positive and excited.  We look forward to finding out where Jonathan's job will lead him, becoming a family of FIVE and watching God's plan unfold before our eyes.  

Happy New Year!!

Monday, December 23, 2013

December 23, 2013

Christmas is two days away.  The girls are singing their precious version of Jingle Bells over and over, Santa is the topic of most conversations, and Christmas Eve has been tomorrow according to Madelynn for about a month now.  We interject a lot of Jesus into our conversations so they can begin to understand the true meaning of Christmas.  Madelynn is catching on and 90% of the time will answer correctly when we ask her what we're really celebrating during Christmas.  The other 10% of the time her answer is "Santa" instead of "Jesus" and I can live with that answer from my 3 year old.  It's got to be hard for a little one to understand when Santa and presents are being crammed down her throat everywhere she goes.  Annabella has a pretty good understanding of Christmas this year, as well.  She loves the Christmas tree, lights, and the stack of presents under the tree.  They watch Christmas movies every day and dance to Christmas songs.  This week they finally started having conversations with each other.  Actual conversations where Madelynn asks Annabella a question and Annabella answers her.  Up until now it's been a lot of jibber jabber on Anna's part and a lot of unanswered questions on Madelynn's part.  They have the same exact laugh and when I hear it, it lights up my heart like nothing I've ever experienced. I catch myself frozen, just watching them.  Watching their smiles, unstoppable laughs, arguments, seeing them learn, and talk to each other.  It's what I wanted for them from the time I found out we were having another little girl.  True sisterly love.  Their bond is so strong and it's a blessing to see them together.  Noah is more active than ever and we're all getting extremely anxious to meet him.  Madelynn tells complete strangers at the store that it's almost Christmas, then it's January and after that her little brother will be here.  She kisses and hugs my tummy and says she's kissing Noah.  They are going to be such great big sisters to our little guy.  My heart is overflowing with love for my family and gratefulness for our Savior.  This Christmas as we celebrate Jesus' birth and ultimately the sacrifice he was sent here to make for us, I am overwhelmed with love and gratitude for such a gift.  Since Jonathan has gotten his new job, he has been able to spend more time with us this Christmas season than ever.  Tomorrow we get to start new Christmas Eve traditions and then we have Christmas Day together.  Our last Christmas as a family of four.